Flight of The Gypsy Bird

I was replying to a facebook message from a friend about a song I sang this past Sunday. Suddenly I was preaching in my message. Sorry, Amy, haha. You caught the brunt of my spiritual tourettes (no disrespect intended to those who are overcoming this disorder). But right smack dab in the middle of a sentence I saw a water spigot.  It was barely open and trickling down. Then I saw the ground immediately around it and it was watered, but before the life giving water could reach the rest of the thirsty earth farther away, it was sucked up by the ground closest to the spigot. The brutal sun was bearing down and the dry ground was crying out for refreshing and any droplet, that just happened to find its way to a parched blade of grass was evaporated by the intensity of the suns rays. Then I saw the same spigot open full blast! Water was spraying EVERYWHERE! Making a mess. Completely drenching the ground nearest to it... Infact at times that ground appeare...

As most of you know, I've been reading some pretty ridiculous literature written by Bethel Church's senior pastor, Bill Johnson. To say that the man is a revolutionary is just about as ridiculous as saying that a forest fire is just a eensy-weensy spark, lol. His perspective and revelations about the Face and Presence and Person of God have COMPLETELY changed my life and my relationship with the extreme Lover of my soul. Here are three of the culprits and catalysts for the destruction of everything I ever thought was right and good in my faith. In the latter book ^^ Hosting the Presence ^^, Bill asks a question about what kind of legacy we want to leave. I read that and instantly I was singing the Nichole Nordeman song "Legacy" I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me And I enjoy an accolade like the rest And you can take my picture and hang it in a gallery Of all the "who's who's" and so-and-so's Th...

Malachi was wandered into the kids bathroom while I was brushing Nacho's hair yesterday morning and asked a strange question. "Um...um..who put dat dere..?" He pointed toward the sink. I tried to follow his line of vision and asked, "The sink...?" He shook his little head emphatically and pointed again. "No. Dat light(right) dere." I squatted and tried to see what he could possibly be talking about, lol. He saw me trying to understand and he clarified, "That light(right) dere that I see you..." I pointed to the mirror, "You mean the mirror?" He nodded, big, brown, inquisistive eyes wide. I picked the brush back up and started combing tangles out of Nacho's bedhead(with not too little squealing and whining, I might add..I threatened to shave his head like daddy's and he quited down substantially) "The builder did, baby." He thought about it a minute, "Why he do dat?" "Hmm...we...

I was driving home from intercessory prayer this morning. "Jesus...I'm sorry, again, for pulling away from You, Friday...I was scared. I've never felt You so deeply before." He smiled. "The funny thing? You know I have been saying, 'Show me Your glory...even if it kills me...I want all of You.' and the FIRST time You even give me just a taste, I back away because it's too much." He chuckled. "I still want that, Lover." "No man can look upon My glory and live. I am an all consuming fire." I set my face and gripped the steering wheel...datgummit, I WILL see Your face. I smiled determinedly, "What a lovely way to burn." Ever wonder where the "Holy Laughter" some of these sweet little ladies have, comes from? Yeah. They got it from Him. 

I'm not going to "share" this on a social community simply because it's not FOR everyone. It's only for those who follow my blog and "get" me.  It's for those who seek a deeper, intimate knowledge of Him. Those who are hungry to know Him....and by 'know' I mean KNOW...Like in the bible. I'm going to share an experience I had with the Uncreated One, this morning, that is only for the mature of Faith.  You have my permission to "share" it if you feel like your "community" could receive it, but I, myself, can't do it simply because there are ppl in my circles that would NOT understand the deep wells that I have stirred up and am drunk with. That being said. I was reading in Face to Face with God by Bill Johnson. I have been for the last few days. I am CONSUMED by the information and revelations in this book. I began to put the principles and information in this book to practice this morning. Here is ...

So when you're talking to Him and you say something like: "I don't want all those other things...I just want to be with You. Tell me things I've never heard..Show me things I've never seen...Teach me things I've never known..." Don't be like me and be surprised as heck when He does it... Like immediately. I was turning on our TV and bluray in order to access youtube (which streams thru our bluray) so that I could bask in some Steffany Frizzell and Jen Johnson and Jeremy Riddle while I was reading. When the TV came on, for some reason the bluray didn't. Normally it does. Its connected someway that makes it come on when the TV does. ANYWHO! To get the TV connected again and get it off the scramble screen, you have to punch the "SOURCE" button on the remote and then choose the source of your media. ie. USB, AV, ANTENNA, CABLE/SATELLITE, WEB, or BD PLAYER. Right when I pressed the "source" button, He says: "Y...

Every Tuesday, the leadership at VOICE to the nation gathers to pray and intercede for our city, its officials, our country and officials, this generation, our own leadership, and a host of other things that will rock this land. During prayer last week (yes, it has taken me a WEEK to get this blog done...), I was in the midst of praying for God to manifest His glory and to release miracles thru His ppl...mainly this generation...praying in english and in my spirit language and I kept repeating "Huhbuckuh.." over and over and over...I was kind of confused. #1) My prayer language is not normally super repetitive. #2) Usually when it DOES repeat(for me)He's telling me something or drawing me into something. This was weird tho...bc I could ALMOST understand what was being said...It was vague...like I had heard it before... "hubuckuh...huh..back..up..?" Then it clicked, haha. "OH! Ha.BAK.kuk! You want me to go to Habakkuk, haha! Ok. Here I go....