The Spoiled One

This is me.


I'm a laid-down lover.



I'm in love.



In love with my God...In an almost inappropriate, scandalous way...If that's even possible. Although I'm sure the religious sect would definitely accuse me of blasphemy.



That's ok.


My love for Him isn't affected by social or religious acceptance...Annnnnd I really don't care what you think. :)



I'm in love with my husband...And it's crazy what we've been through...What I've put him through...And yet he remains. Passionately adoring everything about me...

well...Almost everything. :)



I'm in love with allllllll of my children. There are 7 of them...



I KNOW RIGHT?!?!?!



But quite honestly, I have many, many, MANY more that I claim as mine.



I'm in love with my instruments.


They afford me the release of speaking without saying a single word. They sings the songs of my soul when the words are to heavy to bear.



I'm in love with my sister-friends.
They support me and join me in my 'flaky' spiritual journey
to the heart of our beautiful Maker King.



I'm in love with this generation.
When I look at them, I see a field ripe for the harvest...
and myself walking thru that field...
hands outstretched
gently touching each one with love, compassion,
and reminders of purpose and destiny.

Oh, to be that loving farmer...



Papa, let it be.

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